DEAR BOY :|

dear boy, you know how much iloveyouu? :] hmm, tapi kadang kadang kita terpaksa lepaskan orang yang paling kita sayang kan? why? i don't know. myb ada hikmah di sebaliknya, amin :') Letting you go without any expression, as if it's nothing. I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward. I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling but, I feel like my trembling voice will give it away quickly. Loving is probably hundreds and thousands of times more difficult than breaking up, I guess I loved you too severely. I don't even breath and I look around for you and I don't know when I'll be able to stop.  I think letting you go is more severe than dying. yess, i'm tooo fool :\ i don't think i can forget you easily like counting one, two, three. hemm :( 

biar aku sayang mu dalam diam-diam, okey? hihi :3 mu hiduplah dengan cara mu, takmow ganggu hidup mu dh lepas niyy. #tu pun kalau lahh boleh :] sekarang mu dh tahu kan yang aku sayang mu gile babun? even terrrrrpaksa lepaskanmu. but i'm fool that i can't live without you. aku save semuaaaa text mu. hemm :( bongok kan? -..- bile baca semua text tuu, kadang kadang nk nangis punn ada. kalau mu tahu, mu orang first yang buat aku nangiss. uwaaa :'( myb sebab aku terrrlalu sayangkan mu :') aku kena belajar terima hakikat, kita bukan ditakdirkan bersama. okeyy, aku dah start nk jiwanggg karat. hewhew ^^ tapi niy lah kenyataannye, bukan nak meraih simpati tapi sekadar meluahkan rasa :] 

BOY, YESS! I'M LOVING YOUU TOO MUCH ♥ YOU REMAIN DEEPER THAN A SCAR IN MY HEART SO I CAN'T ERASE YOU :'(

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Heyy there ! Thanks for reading. mmuohh ;)

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